Breathe. You’re going to be okay. Breathe and remember that you’ve been in this place before. You’ve been this uncomfortable and anxious and scared, and you’ve survived. Breathe and know that you can survive this too. These feelings can’t break you. They’re painful and debilitating, but you can sit with them and eventually, they will pass. Maybe not immediately, but sometime soon, they are going to fade and when they do, you’ll look back at this moment and laugh for having doubted your resilience. I know it feels unbearable right now, but keep breathing, again and again. This will pass. I promise it will pass.
Day by day I feel us grow farther and farther apart and it sucks that I can do nothing about it. I want u in my life so bad but you want nothing to do with me anymore. I have tryed so hard to keep u from drifting away but u have it sett in your head what you want and it’s not me I love you so much and I really thought you loved me to but every day that goes by your love fades away I don’t feel it anymore and it’s driving me crazy. I don’t like how I haft to admire you from afar now it sucks so much. I want my best friend back 😔 I miss her so much.